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Thank God it is freaking hot-hot outside so I consequently stay inside,  locked in my room doing all this cool shiet I have to do. Otherwise if there would be a bit cooler outside I'd probably spend the whole day somewhere outside. It's crazy how hot it is. Seriously, it's hard to be outside and breath normally without this creepy feeling you're going to loose yourself. I wish we'd have a big pool in the backyard. Oh hey, wait...we live in the city...we don't have a freaking backyard! Or a pool. But, we have a fountain in front of our apartment which is pretty similar haha.

Right now I'm thinking about all those things I have to do today. Sometimes I have a feeling that the day is just too short sometimes for all the things you want to do. I know, that's me freaking out again, because I'm always doing everything the last minute. But until I make it this way, who the hell cares? Oh, guys I have to tell you this!! This morning I got a message from a lovely lady who's organizing of Miss Slovenia and Miss Earth Slovenia and she invited me to the competition since she thinks I could be good at that. That came so from nowhere! I seriously never thought about those beauty competitions before. I always thought that's lame, pretty much for people who have no self esteem, so they can prove something to themselves. I've been working as a photomodel every now and then since I can even remember, but I never tried something like that before. And as I said I was always like "naaah, that's not me", but now I'm going through "hmm...wait.." moment, so you'd help me with your opinion so much! What do you think, guys? All this talk and thinking made me hungry. I should eat something and then I'm thinking about going to the park with my dog Tashi, sit somewhere in the shadow under the tree and work there. But maaan it too damn hot!

Btw, this awesome spoon ring you see me wearing on this outfit post is B.Polanec design. We met on Voom's fashion show few weeks ago, grabbed a beer and had a cigarette together while we had seriously deep conversations. Such cool guys. I can't believe how much positive energy without one bad thought about someone else a person can have. He's that kind of guy you're just near and you get this energy from somewhere and after conversation with him you feel so positive, like you could just stand up and be like "Thanks for everything, but you fill me with your energy so much that I have to get out of here and make my dreams come freaking true." So Boštjan thanks so much for sending me this ring, cool chatting, beer and mostly your energy! I hope I see you soon, darling.

Right now I have a feeling my summer adventures are just around the corner. I met some new cool people, we're starting to party a lot again, crashing around, you wouldn't believe but even work harder, amazing concerts are also just around the corner - first one is Asking Alexandria and then Punk Rock holiday! Summer love is already in the air which is good until you don't fall in love with it. Let's be honest here and trust Nicholas Sparks who's said: "“Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. But when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: They are shooting stars-a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. And in a flash, they're gone.” So yes, have fun but don't fall in love. Haha, Taylor Swift said that people shouldn't fall in love, because everything that falls is broken. I would disagree here. Nokia can fall but it will never break, my friends. My LG Prada is also somewhere there. My lady felt so many times on the floor or the whole flight of stairs and it's still in a good shape and it's still working perfectly. Oh, that's why I'm crazy about my phone!

I also got some exciting news again and I'm starting to collaborate with someone new again! And we've almost finished the project we've been working on since Philips Fashion Week, so we'll be finally able to show you guys what we create. It's so freaking awesome, I swear. I'd like to take a minute to thank you all for your lovely comments you're leaving. I spend so little time on my computer and even when I'm up I usually have things to do so I never really find time to leave a comment someone or answer on yours, yet. But I see every single comment and every time it makes my day so thanks guys, for real. Now it's time to take Tashi out for a walk, sit under some tree and keep drawing sketches! Take care, guys.

Hello, badasses! I just wanted to say hello, before I start my day. I just got home - yes, I was couch surfing again at my friend's place. Yesterday was a Never Ending Story movie première. It's a skate movie our skater guys were making for the last two years through their European trips. Maaan, they're good! Seriously guys, that was nothing but amazing! After the première there was also an after party with nothing but awesome people. Well, my kind of people...so I loved every minute from last night. But now it's time for some productivity. It's Sunday but I have so many big things to do today for tomorrow so I better start! Check out the teaser from Never Ending Story video and I'll talk to you soon again. Kisses.

Keeee-wiiick, guys! That's like a "hello" but in owl language. 

I'm trying to play a night owl so keee-wiiick one more time haha. Wait, I'm not trying to play a night owl, I am a night freaking owl! I'm not trying to impress you or anything, but right now it's already 2.31am. Wooo, I feel totally badass. It's like in the middle of the night and I'm still up doing my...pardon my language...shit. I'm not trying to impress you or anything one more time, but I'm also sitting in the dark. You know I'm just kidding and being little sarcastic, right? Blame it on the night. When the night comes I got this super power, I could do anything I want. I have seriously no idea where is all this energy coming from that late? Oh, yeah...I'm a night owl.

You're probably wondering what the hell am I doing that late instead of sleeping like the normal people do. Well, I'm doing a little bit of everything haha. I like to put a incense stick first and then make myself a tea. Put some chillstep in the back and let the melody fill the room while I'm drawing sketches on which I'm working for awhile now. Late night is also my favourite time for writing the blog because everything is just so calm and peaceful and there just me, my thoughts and computer. Oh, poetry. I like to ready poetry, lately. That's pretty weird for me, so feel free to call me weirdo, now. I have never been a serious fan of poetry, but that's what love does to you, I guess. It makes you read poetry and enjoy doing that! Then looking all over the internet for the inspiration we all need in life. For me inspiration is everywhere. It can be in people I find being cool or interesting to me - people with some special charisma or in nature, streets, art, clothes. Honestly, inspiration is all around us...we just don't see it all the time. Hmm...what else? Writing my diary! And hh, yes...I like to read. Reading was my love ever since my 4th grade, when I fell in love with the books. Right now I'm reading "The Alchemist" again. I've read this book few times, but every once in a while I need to start over again, because it's that good! And because I like to believe there's a personal legend for everyone in the world. "Personal legend is what you have always wanted to accomplish. Everyone, when they are young, knows what their personal legend is. When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it". Some of my favourite quotes and sayings are actually from this book. For example: "When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better, too" or "“If you start by promising what you don't even have yet, you'll lose your desire to work towards getting it.". 

If you're looking for a good book to read I definitely suggest "Anatomy of the Spirit". Well if you like that kind of books, of course. I forgot to mention I'm obsessed with decoration this last week, I'm all about decoration. Watching all this want-so-badly apartment makes me want to have my own so freaking much! But not here. Oh, my...times passes by so fast when you're deep in your thought and writing. It's already 3.36am, which is bring me to a point when it is time to go to bed if I want to get up in the morning. Let me leave you this time with this short, cute little poem:

It's 1:58am and I was trying to sleep for awhile, but I was waking up every few minutes after I fell asleep...so now I'm here. Sitting in the dark - the only light is the bright light from my computer window, covered in warm blanket. Seems like I'm going again through one of those sleepless nights when I actually feel tired and somewhere deep in the back also sleepy, but I just can't sleep. Not only that I can't sleep - I feel  euphoric. Part of me could easily go out now, drinking and having adventures, but there also another part of me who has eyes just for bed right now. I keep saying that for a months now but maybe is really time to stop fighting with this freaking insomnia and stop drinking Red Bull for awhile. The problem is that Red Bull has been one of my favourite drinks since I was 15 I believe. And I drank 2-3 per day, just because of the taste! Oh, boy...I still remember when I got my first Red Bull. I've been in primary school (second grade) when my granpa took me out for a walk and secretly (well mom, now you finally know) bough me my very first Red Bull. And that's when the magic happened and when I fell in love with this chew gum alike taste.

I can't believe how cold can it be at the end of May. Oh, hey...wait! It's already June 1! And we have like 10 degrees? Weather, are you completely out of your mind? Just to remember you, this is the time of the year when it's already that hot that you walking around all thirsty in hope to find a shadow somewhere. I seriously think I'm getting sick because of the weather. For a couple of days it's 25 degrees and then the next day is almost like in the end of the winter. Right now I'm sitting covered in my warm winter blanket, and only a few days ago I was dressed like this and it was still too hot! Crazy shit! Well, I have at least my summer plans in my mind to make me feel a bit better. Gosh, there's just too many things I wish I could do or see. For this summer I really want to go somewhere and learn surfing. I wanted to learn surfing for a few years now but there was never really a chance for that. I'd also like to buy an old bus or even better - a van and replace seats with beds and road trip Spanish coast with good people. It's been almost 6 months since I got back from my short term living in London, so I have in my plans to go back, of course. That is become a little tradition in the last two years - go back to London every six months and stay at least two weeks. I was also talking with my friend about meditation and stuff and we decided to go in September to Vipassana meditation where you are basically not allowed to talk to anyone for 10 days and all you do is meditate all days. The course requires hard, serious work. But more about that in one of my next posts. And then I'd also like to go to Marrakesh, where I can explore and have adventures. How have you been, guys? Up to anything good? Any special plans for this summer? Or just big dreams?